So long long ago...

... I found the perfect guy.. I am just not sexually attracted to him...

but we did talk for a long time tonight and he informed me what my problem with relationships is... I don't let people in, I dont like to talk about how I feel about things, I dont like to admit weakness.

Just something to think about.

I just <3 this like madd.

Alright. It Is Official... I have Issues

Airforce Boy? He is too nice. Isn't that what I said about my golf boy a few months ago? yeah.. it is.. but now I kinda want him back.. not really, but kinda. Im rambbling.....

Now. He is sweet, he calls me and texts me alot.. but its too much too soon if ya get my drift. I want that little hard to get, little difficult.... I mean for god sakes.. So far I have gotten Airforce boy to give up smoking (bc its gross), sex (bc there is no way I am doing anything with him... 2 months? i dont even like him that much... NOTE: he agreed to this!), and swearing...

I have no real reason behind swear. Ijust find it amusing that he censors himself that much around me. haha I told him "Don't swear around me, at school the boys would never swear in the presence of girls so it really makes me uncomfortable to hear cuss words." god. this is too much. I am horrible. Is this my way of amusing myself?? haha yes.

also he keeps saying things like "i'm going to come up and visit you next year. i want to see you next year. blah blah blah" NOPE.

Airforce, clubbing, and Johnny

So I met at boy that is in the airforce at a lounge on Sat night with one f my friends. She met this other kid (johnny). Johnny got us free drinks all night, He also hooked up with my friend and told her he had a bf after. how horrible is that?

The kid I met is cute and seems liek a nice guy. (how can one tell after only knowing him for 2 days!?) He is coming over tonight but I have two problems already. Keep in mind that of course I have problems.. its guys.. I always have problems.

1) He is in the airforce. I know it is admirable.. but I cant get over the fact that he didnt go to college...
2) He isnt preppy. I am in <3 with Ralph Lauren Rugby, Lacoste, jcrew, Polo... ect.. and he didn't know what the Ralph Lauren symbol is. I bet he couldnt tell the difference between a lacoste polo and a nike t-shirt. am i being shallow? yes. do i know it? yes. Why does this matter to me?

The Hall or The Hill?

Well I am officially into week three on The Hill. Interning is amazing. I have gotten to attend the most amazing conferences and briefings. The best briefing I have been to, by far, was the one on China’s economic success and its implications for the rest of the world. I have also been to talks on US- South Korean free trade, Passport back-up, the plight of Muslim women and reform minded Muslims, CBC and Colombia’s president Uribe, EU 101, and a human rights double standard in Saudi Arabia, Uzbekistan, and Iran.

The human rights one was amazing as well. I feel like I have learned more in the past 2 weeks then I have in the past few months at school. That is an interesting feeling bc I am paying to go to school and being paid to be here… kinda ironic, don’t ya think?

The District of Colombia Meets Me.

So.

I have finished week one on The Hill.
It has been amazing and it has been stressful.

So I skipped my first day of work at Starbucks... too stressful to do it all. I couldnt pull 55 hour weeks at the Capitol and then go work on the weekends too.

I really miss my friends and family at home. It is weird having my own apartment although it is so pimp. It is in an awesome location and it is pretty big. My roomate is my friend he is gay.. its kinda like Will & Grace but I am more of a Karen. haha

For my roomies b.day oin friday, we went to a gaybar... it was the most interesting and different experience of my life... everything was just fine and dandy until i totally got groped and hit on by a lesbian. lol that was mad awkward. I dont think I am all about hte clubbing scene... I dont like being all hot and sweaty and gross, I think i prefer the Bar scene. (aww i miss zapatas)

Wish me luck for week two starting manana
<3

Some More Randoms about 中国

Alright- I was looking through my pictures and I have a few other randoms I want to write down to remember...

-Z.Cut giving a prostitute 100 kuai and saying "go home and respect yourself tonight" haha

- OMH, Z.Cut, and "barone" kid missing the bus to the airport the last day. classic.

-our adorable maid who always gave us extra chocolates and packed for us

- watching Girl Interupted on HBO at 3 am bc we couldn't sleep.

- Judy's the last night. enough said.

- all my guys meeting our Brit boys.. awkward!! "theres tom's american!"

- amazing continenal breakfasts.... "maybe i can use my chinese language skills to get you into breakfast"...9 chefs at stations at the Hilton. (btw- PARIS IN JAIL! THATS HOT.) <3>

-sick plane ride there..

- hunag hitting on the stewardess. hahahaha "i like to trick people by changing my accent"