Friday, April 11, 2008

The Ping Pong Song.

Do you know what it feels like to be stuck inbetween bad boy one and bad boy two? lol
-Z is just trouble.. our past keeps coming up and I miss him. I know- how do I miss him after how shitty he was to me? I feel like we connected more last night than we did when we dated... what now?
-Penn is also trouble but trouble in a "im a tough guy that doesnt take shit from anyone and a general douchebag" type of way. WHY AM I ATTRACTED TO THAT?! He is talking to another girl on the side and I am not good at being put second. It angers me but you know how it is to want something you cant have.

I cant stop thinking about Z.
Is it possible that I dont care who the guy is as long as I have someone to pay attention to me? Am I that lonely?